As we are leading a student life now, our daily routine are always soo tedious. wake up earli in the morning, study study and study, get back home still gonna do those hws! wake up the next dae and the routine replete itself again? aiant tis kinda life sux?
we often condemn tat the tchers are not sensible enuf as they always giv us too much work to do. mayb becos we didnt realise their effort of 'trying to help us' ..
sometime ii realli felt like working xtra hard to get realli gd grade for olvl, soo tat ii could get out of tis horrendous skool once and for all . [[ not tat ii hate my frenz/tcher or hu ever, juz tat ii dun realli like the skool's rules. ]] but my laziness always comes in my way, and it took control of me. excuses excuses and more EXCUSES.
well, this might take me sometym to get rid of it .. ii vaguely rmb mr. barton saes tat it will take us 24dae? to make it a habit. soo , yeah im gonna giv it a try. yet ii hate to admit that, im kinda depended on someone else, like.... if im stucked at certain qns and ii didnt noe how to answer it, ii nid someone else to be there to teach me.. if not ii would giv up easily.
sad to sae tat not a single person totalli understand me. ii mean it. mayb becos i express myself differently frm the outside and i dun often share my thoughts as i would feel uncomfortable sharing it. hmmmm..however im glad to sae tat im fine wif it. :)
staying tat far away frm skool means tat ii got to get up much earlier in order to be puntual! but it seems tat ii have difficultly turning in early. recently ii sort of having sleepless nitez. sometime it took me more den an hour to finalli arrives at my dreamland, but it's juz like a second ltr ..where im being woken up by my mum. =.= anything to cure tis? other den taking slping pills? i felt kinda reckless in skool almost everydae.
feeling kinda down or rather tired.
ii tink ii shld get a short nap now before getting on wif my hws.
STOP
SHIHUI
